A sunshine.

you know what hurt and what worst than heartbroken?
seeing a married couple with kids divorced.
not them. but the kids.
how about the kids?
what if it happens to you?
what if you're in their shoes?
seeing your parent not like they used to be.
you see them unhappy anymore.
a two years old girl.
and an eight years old boy.
please be safe my love.
please grow up healthy and happy.
things will get better.
you mean the world.
you are everything.

dig in.

'people want to kill themselves because they want to end the pain'

I once told myself,

not to fall again. but Allah why you did this to me,

why did you put me in this situation again? Ya Allah help me go through this Ya Allah,

Ya Allah, you have give me everything and alhamdulillah that is more than enough,

but Ya Allah aku memohon kepada engkau berilah aku hati yang tenang, hati yang bahagia,

Berilah aku kekuatan Ya Allah, kuatkan hati aku Ya Allah. 

Ampunkan dosa dosa aku Ya Allah.

hati.

Ya Allah,
mungkin inilah balasan engkau terhadap dosa dosa besarku dulu,
ya allah,
cuma satu yg aku inginkan ampunkan dosa dosa aku,
berilah aku kekuatan ya allah,
aku tahu aku kuat, aku ada engkau,
ya allah terlalu berat, sakit dan sedih ya allah.
aku merayu ya allah, ampunkan dosa dosa aku ya allah.

pergilah.

cinta,
pergilah jika engkau bukan milikku lg.
thanks for the two months.wonderful lovely and such a beautiful months.

Mak.

tell me,

How can you live without a mother's prayer?

lucky girl, I am.

I'm blessed.
Thanks Allah for every single thing in my life.
It's beyond perfect.
Born as Muslim, Ya Allah how grateful i am.
Thanks for the awesome thing happened to me,
i'm blessed and i couldn't ask for more.

September.

awak,
hati bukan teka teki,
bukan juga teka silang kata,
bukan kiub rubik.

awak ada hati kan? awak tahukan rasa pecah hati?

awak,
Hargailah org yg syg awak.